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Friday, September 29, 2006

Ok...u peeps must b wonderin y im already up at tis hr m i ryt? haha... i hadnt been sleepin e whole dae la okk....n now im currently at my aunt's place, watchin ESPN n havin non-stop conversation wit my cuzzie, Ayen.... since both of us gt nothin 2 do... so i decided 2 spent a nyt here after we came back from jb wit Paksu at ard 3plus in e mornin...*gt his tank full, 1 marlboro hot 4 bb n some adventure* n den headed back home.. had our sahur at Nenek's place den straight here.... as usual, im sleepy but cnt gt my eyes closed... N 4 sure, my bb is still in his dreamland...worn out after 6hrs of workin i guess...ouh well...!

Later meetin bb n my frens 4 break-fast... 4give me if i dozed off later... *blame Ayen 4 entertainin my craps til tis hr*...muahaha...Aunt has gone 2 work, Reena has gone 2 sch, Kak Irma gettin herself ready 4 work n Uncle,ermmm...i dunno..*still sleepin...*

Ok now wait till evrybdy is out, left wit us alone... we cn gladly carry on wit our plan... muahaha...till den... Toodlez



YYY
RANDOM MADNESS
6:56 AM




Thursday, September 28, 2006

Through The Fire

I look in your eyes and i can see
We've loved so dangerously
You're not trusting your heart to anyone
You tell me you're gonna play it smart
We're through before we start
But i believe that we've only just begun

When it's this good, there's no saying no
I want you so, i'm ready to go

Through the fire
To the limit, to the wall
For a chance to be with you
I'd gladly risk it all
Through the fire
Through whatever, come what may
For a chance at loving you
I'd take it all the way
Right down to the wire
Even through the fire

I know you're afraid of what you feel
You still need time to heal
And i can help if you'll only let me try
You touch me and something in me knew
What i could have with you
Well i'm not ready to kiss that dream goodbye

When it's this sweet, there's no saying no
I need you so, i'm ready to go




YYY
RANDOM MADNESS
9:30 PM





School SUCKS i noe.... bt sumhw, wen ure havin ur holidae n u find urself nothin 2 do, sch can really b e place of interest...bt den again, LECTURES n ASSIGNMENTS can really drive us 2 our graves too... how i wish tat i have a job ryt now...*serve me ryt for quitin nbyn*... ouuh well...!

Yesterdae me n mommy went Baazar Ramadhan 2 gt foods 4 our break-fast... she actuli wanted 2 cook 4 us bt i insisted on buyin coz i dun feel lyk havin rice...reached der ard 5.45pm n e place was lyk sooo packed wit 'minahs' n 'mats'.... dey r e cause of my losin appetite! SHIT DEM....its lyk as if dey r lookin 4 CHEAP ATTENTION from each other instead of lookin tat e food...wat e hack! true la lyk wat Paksu said e other dae... dey came as a grp, after makin few rounds e baazar,dey ended up just buyin kuih 3 for $1...muahaha...anywaes, mom bought nasi briyani 4 herself,nasi lemak 4 ira n laksa 4 dad... n me? i ended up buyin cup noodle from e 7eleven nearby...pathetic? yes i noe..! not much variety... n i wud gladly prefer mommy's cookin 4 sure....i love u mom...

So i gues after updatin tis post im gona have my short nap...sleepy u noe... bb has gone 2 his HKL 4 wat SHIT... somethn gt 2 do wit his bike la...which im not soooo sure... his bike is his 2nd wifey ok...so dun mess ard wit his darlin ayt...*btw, if ever comes a dae wen hes broke, im gona make sure he drink e fuel n eat his tyre....muahaha....* n after tat he will b goin hm 2 change n gt his thngs n off 2 werk.... sounds lyk hes a responsible man...hurhur.... ok bb...take care ayt... ok im done....

ouh wait...i love u bb...

ok...now im really done!



YYY
RANDOM MADNESS
2:25 PM




Wednesday, September 27, 2006

Been rottin in front of tis comp of mine for lyk more den 2hrs...found myself nothing better 2 do n IM SO DAMN BORED coz im ol alone at home,bb is still in his dreamland..*if u ask him wat dream oso he wont recall a thng* so myt as well i update my bloggy...Im kinda sleepy but i just get my eyes close...wonder y.. din sleep since yesterdae...accompany my sis wit her revision til 2plus in the morning..*wat a great sis i m*...den wen i was abt 2 sleep,Man U match was abt 2 start..haha...so wait for few minutes den Father came out from his room n join me wit tat borin match...wat a shame, Man U managed to score just A goal thru Saha...haiya..kinda waste of tym la actuali...but but but after so long, Smith is back..*i love him*...den at abt 4am..Mother woke up to prepare food for sahur *pre-dawn meal*... got my 3 or 4 spoonful of rice n 4 glass of my coke, went straight 2 my room n watched my tom n jerry cds...til abt 9am...so total is ard 7 or 8 cds...*well done nana!* so.. here i m..sittin in front of my comp updatin my bloggy...
Yesterdae got into a mess wit bb...n gues wat, we nearly broke up ok....
STUBBORN + EGO = SHIT.... get wat i mean? good... i tot thngs wud get better wen i said ITS SETTLED...but in fact, thngs get out of hand...i felt tat i dun get the attention from him but on the other hand, he felt tat i dun appreciate thngs tat hed done for me...c wat i mean? is it a misunderstanding or a miscommunication?? ouuh well...if i were to tell u peeps evry single thng tat im goin thru, i gues it will take more than an hr la ok...so...to cut it short, WE R BACK AGAIN.... muahahahaha.... Bb doesnt wana let me go...n n n... me too!
risk + hurt = pain
pain + beautifool = LOVE!



YYY
RANDOM MADNESS
12:03 PM




Tuesday, September 26, 2006

Hi peeps.. here u go... my new blog....still under construction ok.. be more patient alryt...wait til i get help from some peeps on some matters! alryt...allow me to update u peeps alryt...!
Hokae...todae is the *countin* erm...3rd dae of the fasting month... n gawd! im doing good.. *thumbs up nana!* Ouh well...its HARI RAYA tat im lookin 4ward ok...yupp! nothing else! n yah..ive been saving some bucks 4 the *ready-made* baju kebaya 4 my 1st dae.... hurhur! wat colour?? nah uh..im not gona tell u peeps! (well along, u will stil b kept in the dark!) muahahaa.. Gosh tis yr gona b e yr mann...looks lyk since along moved 2 her own house,im the eldest so gotta do the house cleaning...SHIT!!!! p/s: along, if ure reading tis, puhlese....do come back n help me out okkkkkk.......!
Had a tiff wit bb 4 e last few daes....but but but...ITS SETTLED!!!!! Thanked GOD coz HE blessed me wit a kind heart! *winks* (thou bb was the one who gave in n im e cause of it)...hee
N n n...he said...He loves me...ouh...i love him tooo! mommy....i love him!!!!



YYY
RANDOM MADNESS
5:14 PM