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Tuesday, October 31, 2006

The Three Couples; Out On Raya Visiting








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RANDOM MADNESS
9:04 PM




Sunday, October 29, 2006

Be as smart as you can;
but remember that its better to wise than smart...



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RANDOM MADNESS
11:29 PM




Saturday, October 28, 2006

Im home n im pissed right now la ok!!! Came back from work, received call from Mom n Dad respectively, keep on BUGGING me to hurry up to get home n change for hari raya visit...reason being,so that we will have more time for visiting...n guess what?? indeed!!!! we spent the whole day just at ONE house la ok!!!!!!!!!!! awesomess dikater! n that is to Pak Busu's place...if i had known,i wouldnt have rush myself from work, i wouldnt have skipped my lunch n i wouldnt have gone out ok! i would rather have my very own sweet time,just for myself, sleeping,catch the death note or just watch vcds at home ok!!! even if it means just by myself!!!

N now, the boyfriend is getting to my nerves also!! went out since this afternoon ard 4pm to get his new helmet, but till now havent reach home...cant get through his cell cause he already msged me using Hairul's no. telling me that his cell spoilt cause he's riding on his bike when the rain starts to pour heavily n his cell was in his pocket! HOW STUPID??? n he asked me to msg that no. in order to get through him..n he said he going lepak but when i tried calling Hairul,his cell was off! WTF???

It was just not my day la ok! n n n guess what,just received call from this unknown no. n gues wat? it was from the boyfriend,saying that hes at his aunt's place already...WOW!!!! Luckily i manage to hold back the frustration over everything n let the boyfriend to explain everythng...haha..it was my fault la... coz he did try to call me to inform me that hes moving off to his aunts place but i was too bingit to hear my cell ringing!!! sorry hor boyfriend...

I wana have my loooong shower n then straight to bed...i dont wana know whoever is coming to my house right now or later or whatsoever...all i know i wana have a GOOD night sleep...! Mom n Dad, DO YOUR JOB! btw, thanks for the "great day"!!!



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RANDOM MADNESS
9:43 PM




Friday, October 27, 2006

Just got up...n yeah...thought of going to work half day but see how la ok...im just so tired..right after work,went to meet the boyfriend just to have our dinner at jp n den went straight home...its not even for an hour ok! den reached home, Mom n Dad wanted to visit all my relatives at my Grandma's block..i cant even count la ok...all in one block...yeah..including my sis's.. so we met Cik Im's family at Along's place before we proceed to Nek Long's place n den met Mak Ngah's family so its the total of three whole families.. im so tired that i even slept at Along's n Mak Ngah's place while they enjoyed the cookies n all...

These few days, i felt as if theres something that im missing so much... n u know what, i simply miss my old bb...dont know why but lately he seemed to be so different...so different that he hardly msg or call me to ask how ive been,hows my work, hows my hari raya celebrations going on n stuffs...i can bet even right now he dint know that im still at home n not at the office! wen im working, hes in school,wen im done with my work,hes working...u see, i felt as if we are drifting apart..coz u know why? everytime i will wait for him to end his work,waiting to have at least a nice conversation since we cant meet often like how we used to,but he ended up saying hes tired n all..if u peeps understand what im trying to say, u will know how the feeling is like...n worst i cant even concentrate in whatever i do la ok!!!!

Dear boyfriend,
if you're reading this, would u please kindly bring me back my sweet lil old baby boyfriend who loves me so much...im missing him so much n i really really love him...



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RANDOM MADNESS
11:26 AM




Wednesday, October 25, 2006

Just came back from work 2hrs ago... Hectic? Yes, it was! simply said, i hate the peeps in the office there la ok! wait...but the warehouse peeps were great! Well... Theres no way they gonna put me in the warehouse right..haha..

Chee Beng's father picked us up from work n he dropped me right in front of my flat... Yeah... the effort was much appreciated!!! Thanks Chee Beng... Tomorrow i blanja u ok! n they went to bukit panjang to drop Hamdan before they proceed to their own home...

Shag?? YES I M...!! Got home at 10pm sharp yesterday but i was forced to join my family ( including my Dad's siblings n their families ) to Pak Long's, Uncle Talib's n Uncle Noh's place which at Buangkok, Bedok n NTI respectively... n guess what, we finally reached home at 4am la ok! n i was having this pain in my stomach from yesterday till today...to much of food i guess... n now, ive gotta "entertain" those relatives outside...

Thou had a slight conflict with bb on that very same day (maybe because he was too busy that i hardly get his attention yesterday) , on the other hand, these peeps made my day... Anyways, let the pics tell it all alright!


the happy family

with my lovely grandparents


while waiting for the rest


my lovely cousins




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RANDOM MADNESS
8:12 PM




Monday, October 23, 2006

ok peeps....today is my first day of work.. ermm...it was ok la... i was assigned to the traffic department.. my dear lecturer said that once i get down from the bus, turn around n u will see this WLNA building... so much of her "turn around", thanked God, Pakde were to send me to work just now or i guess i will ended up going back home! the working environment was ok la... nothing more that i can ask for for this attachment...

ouh well...forget about work n lets be happy ok! yey! Raya is just few hours away...n for sure, i cant wait la ok!!! wow! with the gathering at Grandma's place, the "collection", the cam whoring, the "envying" of each other outfit, plus the hehe haha, its gonna be awesomessss!

got my hair done at jurong west with the boyfriend who also did his hair...haha...we ended up wit the same colour...yupp.. we went for highlight n apparently, it suits the boyfriend so much but finally it look better on me after a little touched up by myself... n now, i just cant wait to have a "taste" of Mommy's rendang, curry chicken, sambal kacang n sambal goreng plus the ketupats... n not forgetting the TAKBIR...


to all,

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI......!



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RANDOM MADNESS
5:25 PM




Sunday, October 22, 2006

it has been quite some time since the last time i update this blog of mine.... well... ive been so busy with the house cleaning n preparing for hari raya.. n for goodness sake, im done with the ironing of the curtains! n yes, if u were to see the curtains in my crib, including all the rooms, u will just give up la ok! its so tiring n i was perspiring like SHIT... but... since hari raya its like once a year, so yar...im fine with it.. ermm...cookies were all done by my lovely mommy... n now we are just waiting for tommorrow where daddy gonna be busy with the final round of house cleaning, mommy gonna be busy helping grandma with the ketupat n lepat, but not with the rendang, curry chicken n all i hope coz i would prefer her to cook at our own place coz that is when i will eventually feel the verge of excitement...

ouh yar!!!!! tomorrow im gonna start my I.A... (industrial attachment)! im with Hamdan n Chee Beng...but poor them, they have to work in the warehouse n poor me, i have to work alone in the office with all the unknown peeps! ok...its like tomorrow is our first day,its a half day if im not mistaken n the next day is a public holiday...pathetic isnt it?? ouh well... anyway, we were posted to WLNA n thanked God, it is near to my place...very near in fact! so dear daddy, uve got to send me to work first! hahaa...just before u go for your work... n for sure, im gonna love u more for that..!

n maybe the boyfriend gonna fetch me from work if he managed to wake up on time but if not also i dont really mind la ok...n btw, im still unsure of what to do with my hair...but, no matter what, i MUST get my hair done by tomorrow...ouh God! im not sure of what to wear for tomorrow la ok! ive never dressed up formally...! guess, ive gotta ask Along for help with the new skirt that ive just bought!

ok peeps... ive gotta go...Along n Abg is here to help out.. n im gonna continue watching the match! its liverpool vs manchester united ooookkk! poor boyfriend, u missed this match!!



YEY YEY!!!! NAK RAYE!!!!



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RANDOM MADNESS
8:26 PM




Wednesday, October 18, 2006

Getting ready to school for tat STUPID attachment!



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RANDOM MADNESS
3:13 PM




Sunday, October 15, 2006

last thursdae
Well... First, i accompany the boyfriend to IMM to get his shirts den straight to Along's place to meet Along, Abg n Ira n to leave our things *yeah! including his helmets n key!*...n we proceed to jp int to meet Irma cuzzie n her Prince before we took the train to Paya Lebar...Overall, the outing with them was GREAT... Excluding the food tat we had at Kampong Melayu.. it was atrocious la ok... even the fried chicken wing taste funny... After evrythng we took a straight bus to send Ira home n again we're back at Along's place... But soon after tat, bb got to send Aza back to his camp at Jalan Bahar.. Poor boyfriend...

last fridae
Mom started to bake the first cookie.. Its the Chocolate Rice Cookie if im not mistaken... Along n Abg came down to "help" n they eventually spent a night here coz the next dae me n Along got to finish our Honey Cornflakes...( total of 6 large box of cornflakes..) n yes! we did it!

yesterdae
Another iftar at Pakde's place... A 'family gathering' again... I had funn... As usual...

now
Been soo tite lately... Bz with the house cleaning, baking, iftar-ing, n even planning wat to wear n wat to shop fot the first dae of raya... Kinda tiring actually.. But somehow i manage to sneak some tym to blogg haha... Ok...now ive gotta get back to the kitchen....N btw, im missing bb sooo much!



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RANDOM MADNESS
1:36 PM




Wednesday, October 11, 2006

Done with the chores, had my shower n now here i am sitting in front of my comp again! Anyway, its already part of my routine already.... Nothing else that ive gotta do... Ira is still sleeping... N trust me, she will only wake up around 3plus, ryt b4 mom step into tis house.... N now, again im alone....phuck! Its sooo boring la ok... How i wish mom isnt working...

Cant wait for tomorrow's outing wit the boyfriend, Along, Abg, Cousin Irma n Aza...simply miss them sooo much ok...N for sure im gona do my shopping...N n n its gonna be the first tym the boyfriend is going out witout his "2nd wifey"! wohoooo! Btw boyfriend, if ure reading tis, dont 4get to bring along ur ezlink card tomorrow ok...! muahahaha...

The haze is back... N i swear that i really hate it ok...



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RANDOM MADNESS
2:00 PM




Monday, October 09, 2006

Ok peeps...here i am missing someone but don't know who... muahahaaha



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RANDOM MADNESS
9:51 PM





Don't allow your stomach to rule your mind....



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RANDOM MADNESS
10:55 AM




Sunday, October 08, 2006

Im home! From Geylang and Serangoon with my family, Sammy's family, Reena, Cik Ya n Cik Juraimi... ok..we took a lorry there... *after so long since the last tym we took a lorry*.. it was super duper funn! *excluding the bad weather*... we dun spent so much tym at Geylang n we really spent our money off at Mustaffa Centre... it was super duper cheap ok!!! i lyk...!! but afterall, im NOT DONE wit my shopping!

Ok now, i find myself difficult to breathe....ive been coughin lyk SHIT...blame me for my smoking habit? NO! blame it on the bad weather!! N blame it on the bad weather tat most of the tym ive got to stay at home just to avoid my asthma from getting worst...Argh!!!

Got a few probs wit bb... As usual, "misunderstanding" n "miscommunication"... Nah... i dun wish to drag it to my blog... n i dun wish to drag it into my lyf either... wat past is past... we cant turn back tym do we?... well... ive learn to take things easy or i'll just let it go...btw, to let go of tis relationship also will give me a FUCKING hard tym, so myt as well i talk thngs out n thank god, thngs turned out to be fine again... lets hope that thngs wont screw up again in the future ok...


p/s: bb...nothing is gonna change my love for u....



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RANDOM MADNESS
2:55 AM




Thursday, October 05, 2006

Promises are just words unless they are fulfilled....



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RANDOM MADNESS
3:45 PM




Wednesday, October 04, 2006

Im just not myself... Or mayb im sufferin from paronoia? Get pissed off easily.. n tats y i accidentally laid my hand on u.... im bad n yes i noe n yes i regretted it so much... i really do regret evrythng tat happened... i noe as a sis its my job 2 keep u feel safe n secure, but i cnt control my anger...ive tried but i simply cant... gawd! i really need a guidance... im so sorry sis...

Again some people are telling me thngs tat i dun wish to noe...I REALLY DUN WANNA NOE...!!!! How i wish tat i lost my memory...EVER!!!!!!

FUCK YOU PEOPLE WHUS TRYING TO SCREW UP MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




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RANDOM MADNESS
4:33 PM




Tuesday, October 03, 2006

Just reached home from Along's place......yupp! spent a nyt der... Yesterdae planned 2 have our break fast outside but my dear cuzzie cant make it...so its postponed! but me n bb have ours at Along's place... n yes she cooked 4 us..*how great 2 have a sis lyk her* mmmmuacks! love u sis! After tat, e 4 of us went down 2 Atok's place n n n bb was mad at me coz i din entertain him at ol...OOpps! got carried away wit Nenek's conversation... im sorry bb....Later den we went up again to lepak, watched Hikmah but apparently it really pissed us of... so we played Remp-it vcd since Along n Abg havent watch it...soon after e vcd ends, both of dem went to their room n left wit me n bb playing cards..stupid game of his tat wen one loses,e other party had to KUTI n now, my middle finger bengkak lyk hotdog!!! THANK YOU 4 TAT BB....!!!

N thank you Ayen for "bubbling" us... said wana lepak wit us but we waited lyk til after sahur only we got 2 c his face...! n by tat tym, bb had gone home already...haiya!

btw..... HAPPY BDAE ATOK!!!!!! HEART U SO MUCH!!!!



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RANDOM MADNESS
5:56 PM




Monday, October 02, 2006

Havent get my proper sleep since after sahur... now im back home again..*sigh*... i just dun lyk e feelin 2 b at home ol alone ok...but thank god Kak Su n Nadiah is here...2 accompany me...perhaps 2 help mom wit some chores...

Yesterdae, e get 2gether session was great! superb! Not even one of us is missing! n yes! including Pakde's family, Paksu n Ngah Aim...*these r e ppl whu r sooooo "bz"*... great tym, great jokes, great ppl n n n GREAT FOOD! it was super super super funn...too bad ders somebdy whu missed e funn...*ouh welll...it has been quite sometym since e last dae he break fast at his own home*...stayed on til ManU match over wit 2-0 against Newcastle...n n n it wasnt Ronaldo's luck 2 score in tat match...muahaha...good try anywae! so...as usual hang out wit Ayen till sahur tym.. n wen e clock strikes 4, its our job 2 give "every home" a wake up call....it was quite funn actually...

Got a text from Abg, askin ol of us out 4 break fast...i mean me n bb & Kak Irma n Aza...btw, shud i address him as Abg aza or Aza?? muhahaha...its a long story anywae...u noe, i noe ryt sis?? bb is still in bed...so dunno if i can manage WAKE HIM UP! ouh god!!!!! i really really really hate tis part!

Im pissed alryt.... some ppl r just so irresponsible of their words n promises...I hate dem 2 e core!



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RANDOM MADNESS
1:52 PM




Sunday, October 01, 2006

  • help daddy wit e railin thngy
  • mop
  • vacuum
  • wipe e mirrors n glassy panes
  • fold e dry clothes
  • hang e wet curtains washed by mommy

Alryt peeps, im done my spring cleaning 4 tis week i gues...heehe...perhaps NOT OL tat im done wit... still ders mini minor thngy tat daddy helped... *wat a great dad..* I LOVE U DADDY! Well ders only 2 of us left at home...mom had gone 2 jb wit Mak Ngah, Nenek, Atok n Paksu... n tat sis of mine gone 2 nowhr...*im not bothered 2 even ask*... YAY! Later ol of us n i really mean OL OF US gonna have our break-fast at Along's place...Yippy!... Once again, A FAMILY GATHERIN...*im lovin it*

Had a difficult task early in e mornin...Gues wat, IVE GOT WAKE BB UP 4 WERK!!!!!! as i expected, he will simply go back 2 his dreamland soon after he hang up my call...tat was abt 9.30am n he have 2 start werk at 11.00am.. *anywae he was e one whu gave me e timing 2 give him e wake up call*..so i went back 2 bed while waitin 4 his call 2 tell tat hes out...But but but... Luckily i woke up n realised tat its already 10.30am n i hadnt received any calls from him...so no choice gt to call his home n ask his mom 2 wake him up... Sweet talk or scream ur head off, either wae, it wont worked!!! Imagine if u have go thru tis evrydae...It can really pissed u off ok...He is just soooooooo STUBBORN!! Sometyms how i wished i can come up 2 his place n knock his head as hard as i want!!! Argh!

Yesterdae, me, Along, Ira n Mom went geylang 2 buy thngs tat we r supposed 2 get 4 ourselves..ouh well...i dint managed 2 get mine...*as usual*.. never crossed my mind tat tat place wud b so packed...sooo packed tat ive 2 watched out 4 ppl ard me instead of e thngs i need 2 see so i wont missed my step...n ppl ard me seemed so kiasu tat dey had 2 push Along whus behind me n she accidentally stepped on my slipper...N n n...we met so many "ppl" ok.. "ppl" lyk Fauzie Laily, Suriany, Ashmi, Khairul anwar n alot more la... Plus my old neighbours whu doesnt fail 2 ask wen its my turn 2 get married? *wat e heck!* People, get tis straight ok, i will inform u e date, time n place whr i want 2 get married wen e tym comes alryt! *ermm...in 5 or 6 years tym*... muahahaa....toodlez!




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RANDOM MADNESS
1:23 PM