Friday, February 23, 2007
Hello people! I swear im one of the happiest person in the whole wide world, todae! Hahahaha.. Because.... Todae, is my last day of attachment la!!!! Its like wow! Finally.... And now, here comes all the shits... I mean report, powerpoint slides and all... Haiya... Anyway, im done with that pathetic log book and ive started on my report... Well, i still have more to complete... So yar, pardon me for not updating my blog for quite sometime ok... Anyway, most probably, soon this account will be deleted and i will have a new one instead... Get from me the new add k? ok!
Surprisingly, the REAL person shows the true colours and somwhow, a decision was made by me, myself... That i just dont wanna remember anything with no regrets (hopefully)... Though the pain is killing me dae by dae, be strong, and i believe i can eventually do it.. Yes i noe, i can... Trust me, its just the matter of time... Im tired and disappointed in evrythin... yes, EVRYTHIN....
Ouh well... Now, im done with school... But i still cant picture myself steppin into a workin lyf... Hahaha... Even my parents cant do it either... Continue with studies or just start a career? OK... I dont noe.... Can i let Mom to come up with a decision for me? Hahahaha... I hate decisions-making to the core ok!
To me,
can u pls get back to ur normal-self??
Thursday, February 15, 2007
First, sorry for not updating my blog for quite some time and second, sorry for i dont think i can really recall every single thing that happened due to my short-term memory... Hee.. Pardon me ok? Ok!
Well, i hadnt been home for like a week due to some reasons but my days so far, had been good i should say... Went boatq for like 3 days in a row and not forgetting the beach... Wonderful time spent... Work has been sickening as usual but im left with just 5 working days to end this sickening attachment! Yey! Then back to school to complete the presentation and report submission which i havent lay my hands on any.. Haha... But who cares, i just wanna meet my friends and do the crapping all day long.... And not forgetting my nasi lemak, my dry fishball noodle, my chunks of pineapple with asam and my ice-blended longan at the Cafe Heaven.... Ouh , and plus my Burger Buster! Its gonna be super duper yummy yum yum! But but but.... The journey is gonna kill me for sure! Mom, i want a car for myself please!
After receiving the msg from sweet lil old boyfriend the other night about him, getting another nephew, ive been wondering how is Ryan exactly look like... Hahaha... Till i dreamt about it... Sweet chubby lil fellow, running around the house with chocolate filled his mouth, chasing his lil bro who is still a few months old and ive yet to know his name...
Cant wait for the trip to kampong for "holiday" with the families this weekend... Haha... Uncles, get your cash ready for the mercun... Aunties, get yourself ready to mess up the kitchen and the barbeque pit.... And my sweet-yet-crazy lil cousins, lets get ready with the waterbomb bags!!!!!!! Dont worry, i'll prepare more, more and more of it! Lets bring the water guns, pail, pipe and what-so-ever out ok!!!! Lets have funnnnnnn!!! Ouh yah! Cousins, dont forget to bring extra cash for Bingo and Cards! wooohoooooo!
Anyway, thanks sweet, for that lovely half-bloomed baby blue rose!
Sunday, February 11, 2007
She hates life....
Pardon her for all her wrongdoings....
Monday, February 05, 2007
Im tired... And im super duper wufer bored!! Finally im done with that stooopid report for billing which was stored for me since the 1st Jan... Thanks to that fatty bum bumm, im glued to my seat since morning! Can i hate her please.....? She suck ok! And that new-blurr old man keep on coming to me asking me this and that as if im too free or all those shits... Why cant he just turn and ask that fatty old lady behind him for clarifications.... Haiya... so so so stoooopid la.... And now, i swear, my back aches like hell after hours of sitting upright and staring at the screen and numbers...! No kidding!
Anyway, the Spore-Thai match was great! Plus the shouting, yelling,cursing and all, it was awesomessss ok! And, my prince in shining armour, Ridhuan, really did a good job... Mommy, i want him please...Nak jugak!
Ouh ya, shits happened yesterday... But then again i dont wish to bring it up... Shits happen, so yarh... Just let it go ok... No point dragging it on... And even if i were to drag those shits, things will and can never be the same again...Eeargh! Mommy, i love you! Just you ok!
Now i have no idea why im still in the office at this hour AND, just a gentle reminder to myself, tomorrow, i must be here again by 6.30 in the morning... Yes, i repeat morning... Wonder if i can open my eyes on time... bleargh!
Friday, February 02, 2007
Cant believe im already at work now... Reached few minutes ago and thanks to K.O.B for the wake-up call(s) and thanks to that stooooopid dream of mine! I wouldve sleep peacefully throughout seyy....!! Dont know why, but not only recently, i simply cant get up from my bed and get to work... Bed + fluffy pillows + dearest doraemon + comforter = HEAVEN...!!! Guess even Mom and Dad had given up on me... Haha... I want to get back to my bed and my sleep can...? pish ah... I hate the feeling of getting up early in the morning, dragging myself into this blarddy office, sitting and staring at the computer screen blankly, doing whatsnot and excluding the free Ben n Jerry's ice cream.. Haiya... Can somebody come and save me please... NAK BALEK LA SHIT....!!! Anyway, im left with exactly 16 days to come to an end of this attachment... So, Yeyy!!
Apart from the normal routine, nothing much happened lately... Leading life just like how it was suppose to be... Past will always remain as past and thank God, im a lil more stronger now than i was before...*thumbs up!* But afterall, it will be unfair to me and others if i were to use my past as a lesson learnt... " i give people a chance to earn my trust" and "i can give without loving but i cant love without giving" is no longer in me.. How?? tell me what shall i do? Ayoyo...
Anyway, moments spent together and memories of the past, is much appreciated and will always be kept at heart... And baby, maybe, its time for a new begining......