Wednesday, November 29, 2006
Reached home from work, had dinner with Dad n Along, played Family Feud Along and now here i am blogging....
Well... "Something interesting" did happened at work just now... Yeah, its between me and a mother fucking bitch... Ouh well, she's my boss's unfortunate daughter... Yes, I repeat MY BOSS'S DAUGHTER! I happened to read this blog (which the website was already saved in my desktop in the office when i started using it).. Find out that it belong to that SLUT.. And worst, i saw my name, yes, MY NAME in her blog...To my shock, she cursed n fucked me up in her blog just because i used her comp a sat at her place for like for the last few weeks or rather days...Its like WHAT THE FUCK isnt it?? Well, she was just like 15 years old ok so "pardon" her la... Btw for your info, it wasnt me who chose to sit at her place ok...I WAS ASKED TO by my manager cause she merely do what she have to do like JUST UPDATING us with the new order...Just cant wait til she gets her fucking fat ass out from that office ok! Yeah, i did confront her infront of everyone in the office...Including infront of the GM's WIFE! I dont even care a less ok! Im there to do my attachment thingy and not to mess around with any trouble...Ive had enough in school..Haha..So she was the one who stepped into my line, so there she goes! Ended up im the one who deserves that place... Soooo long SLUT!
YYY
RANDOM MADNESS
8:05 PM
Sunday, November 26, 2006
I just logged off from bbdc.com, checking my account for my driving license thingy....GUESS WHAT???? It has already expired la ok!!! I received that stupid letter of renewal but i NEVER read it properly and got myself into this shit! I missed that stooopid lil date printed overleaf and thought i had until this december to renew that shit...! BUT it was only until 6 NOVEMBER! Ok...now, its my fault ok!!! Stoooopid mistake....! Time,Energy n God, MONEY are wasted!! Hundreds of dollars gone just like that!!!! Stoooopid me! And hell yeah, my parents was like so mad at me! Cause they are the ones that keep on asking me to go for pracs and all... And yes, including the renewal of whatever shit la ok!
Now i dont think they will provide that sum of money for me anymore so i guess i will proceed with my class 2A using my own bucks and get my dream bike out...After all these years, and finally....Mom was against the idea but i think, nothing going to stop me this time...If i say i want it means i really want it...Come on Mom...You know i love you thou i admit that im stubborn...! And dear Dad has got nothing to say...Hes not against or with the idea so i guess, anything goes for him...Once ive got my pay, to the bbdc next!
Bb is out for a meeting about the closure of BTPH for renovation...And i guess that bitch is going to be there too cause that bitch is one of the staff...So thats make her one of those PH SLUTS! YES SLUT CAUSED THEY MAKE THEMSELVES TO LOOK PRESENTABLE AND SHOW THEMSELVES OFF TO THE RIDERS HOPING TO GET ON THEIR BIKE FOR A RIDE! Well...i dont wish to know any shit about that bitch la ok... And Bb, if you are reading this, help me to get her to read this too...A simple message for her,
Dear Bitch,
Here's a lil advise for u...If you mess with my man, i'll be the one to break it to you...So find your own and leave mine alone cause he's mine and i cant take no pigeons trying to take my baby..Now you're walking in the danger zone, if i touch you i'll b wrong...
YYY
RANDOM MADNESS
10:49 PM
Yesterday after work...Headed to Ayen's place to meet the rest...Had fun with cousins and all *total of 12 peeps* at Escape Theme Park...Excluding the sensitive moment with the boyfriend at the starting part of it...Things really got out of hand and im really sorry for what ive done...Sorry Bb...Ok..Lets leave this part out ok!
Well...we went for the haunted house,the only thing which i find it a bore,flippers,viking and more...And, the best was the wild n wet! Poor boyfriend got really soaked up after ONE ride with Ayen...Hahaha..Hes cute though! And for sure i love him for that....! ermm...Not much pictures taken cause everyone was enjoying every ride and every moment...Had our ice cream and proceed to BK for our dinner...As usual, had my mushroom swiss to full "part" of my empty stomach...We were heading to the bowling alley as planned after dinner but none of us knew that the actual place had been demolished..So no backup plan,we took the MRT straight to City Hall for bowling at Marina Square..Again it was fully booked...Then we went to the arcade to kill some time and headed back home...Along's place, to be exact...
From Pasir Ris to City Hall, and City Hall to BoonLay, my stomach started to play a new song... Haha...So the poor boyfriend had to queue with me for the nasi lemak cause the rest dont want to miss that Liverpool match...And while enjoying the food, Bb received a call from Boi saying that he was stucked at Ang Mo Kio....So he had to rush there asap...So he left, i went to bed!
That was for my Saturday...And now for today...
Just came back from Jurong superbowl with Dad n lil sis...Had two game each,den proceed back home cause the place was crowded with this bunch of shit people who simply dont know the etiquette of playing...Me n Dad got pissed off cuase we cant really had the chance to concentrate or even had a good throw....Kind of waste of money actually...So here i m blogging..
Mom still out with my makciks...And God, im hungry ok! The boyfriend is sound asleep so theres no way i can wake him up cause no matter how hard i try,if he cant means he cant...so y waste my time on it...? But im so darn bored la ok...simply dont know what to do...Guess im going to do my ironing for tomorrow and watch some cds to entertain myself..Hahaha...Sounds pathetic isnt it? ouh well....
YYY
RANDOM MADNESS
6:53 PM
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
Well...i admit, i hadnt blogged that much...sorry cause ive got a little tight up...so here it goes...
Just got back from Jp, just to watch Step Up (peeps who loves dance,go catch it) with the boyfriend...Yes, finally...after so long of "persuading" for a little free time...And then off he goes....To meet his friends for bowling...And here i am sitting in front of this screen...Mom n dad was fast asleep...Too tired i guess..Poor them...And tell you what, watching that movie reminds me of my lovely dance club when im in my secondary school days...heh
Went to see a doctor,and ive got a 2 days mc...Flu, soar throat and backache... If things doesnt turn out well within this week, ive got to go for an x-ray for my back...*told you mom,i just cant work in the office*...Even make-up cant really cover how pale i looked ok....Lost 3kgs within weeks or rather days...I was encouraged to have proper meals and not to miss them...What the heck??...im already a big eater la ok...Simply dont know what else i should do...Maybe its time for a thorough check up i guess...Or maybe the weather?? Ouh well...Whatever la ok!
Love life has been ok la so far...As usual, ups and downs...I guess im being paranoid nowadays and the poor boyfriend has been tolerating all those shits that ive been putting up with..BUT serve him right for what he had done...*if you're reading this bb, i guess you should know it very well what im trying to say here*...Nothing changed, the love is still as strong as before though sometimes it will really get out of hand...
Love him to bits...
And now, im done with the talking...
YYY
RANDOM MADNESS
9:44 PM
Sunday, November 19, 2006
Finally... get hold of my lovely keyboard again...after so long...haha...just reached home from fetching my parents back from the airport...after their long long holiday...kinda pissed la but its ok...why? cause they only bought for me a dress, an adidas shirt n shades....THATS ALL! But nevertheless, thnx mommy n thnx daddy....Good enough that you're back safely...Life had been a mess since you people are away...miss you all lah!
Chances given, so its all up to u b, to make it work...
YYY
RANDOM MADNESS
7:07 PM
Monday, November 13, 2006
Do i worth all those unwanted things and unwanted feelings? Someone please tell me... is hiding something in order to avoid hurting, consider as a lie? Whats the true meaning of promises? Why do people promise others? Why do we have to love? Does real love exists? Do people change? Do people sacrifice for love? How do we know that true love exists?
Many things happened, problems come and go, but still, here i am enduring all...sometimes i have the feeling of giving up and letting it go...but again, will i regret? to hold on, i need strength...but it seems like the strength is fading away... will it end up like fairytales do? or will i end up getting hurt? will this scar bleeds again? Oh God...please send me an angel to guide me along....
HERE I SIT WITH NOTHING TO SAY,
THE MEMORIES OF YOU FLOW THROUGH ME NIGHT AND DAY.
THE THOUGHT OF YOU RUNNING THROUGH MY MIND,
WHY CAN'T I LEAVE IT ALL BEHIND?
SOME SAY I AM A FOOL TO LOVE SOMEONE I NEVER KNEW,
BUT SOMETHING INSIDE SAYS HOLD ON TIGHT,
CAUSE THE FEELINGS ARE SO RIGHT.
HOW DO YOU LET GO OF SOMEONE WHO MEANT SO MUCH,
WHEN ALL YOU CAN DO IS THINK ABOUT THEM AND SAY TO YOURSELF HUSH.
YOU TALK TO YOURSELF AND FIGURE IT OUT,
HE WAS THERE FOR YOU AND NEVER HAD YOU IN DOUBT.
YOU TELL HIM YOU LOVE HIM AND HE RESPONDS,
BUT SOMETHING INSIDE SAYS YOU'LL NEVER BE APART.
I REACH DEEP DOWN AND LOOK TO SEE IF YOU ARE THERE AND STILL WITH ME.
BECAUSE SOMETHING INSIDE SAYS I AM ONLY DREAMING.
I FEEL LIKE MY WORLD HAS FELL INTO,
CAUSE MY WORLD ISN'T THE SAME WITHOUT YOU..
p/s:will u change for me, for the sake of our love?
YYY
RANDOM MADNESS
8:04 PM
Sunday, November 12, 2006
its all over babe...
somethings are better left unsaid..
YYY
RANDOM MADNESS
8:16 PM
Wednesday, November 08, 2006
Im sleepy but simply cant close my eyes..dont know why la...just dont ask la ok..ive been so busy lately..with work of course! same old routine! i swear,im sicked of it!
Went out with the boyfriend yesterday to have a "Little Birthday Celebration"..too tired cause both of us was from work...so things doesnt worked out that well but the day before yesterday which is on the eve of Bb's n Ayen's birthday (which falls on the same day itself = double celebration), we did a little surprise for them at the Jurong Superbowl with the rest of the family members of mine!
Still planning for this coming Friday with the romeo...Raya outing with my secondary school mates...ouh well...now i guess ive got to force myself to sleep...got to work tomorrow ok!
Good nyte peeps!
psst! babe... youve just turned 19 while in 2months 5days im turning 20! ouh gosh!
YYY
RANDOM MADNESS
11:57 PM
Sunday, November 05, 2006
Why do I smile at the sound of your voice?
Why do I let you take over me as if I had no choice?
Why do I let you touch me in places never touched?
Why do I like to have you around so much?
Why do I melt at the tenderness of your kiss?
Why do I feel like I could live forever like this?
Why do I put my heart in your hands?
Why do I answer to your every demand?
Why do I tell you leaving me is not your wrong?
Why do I let you know with out you I'm not quite as strong?
Why do I take you back even though I know it's not right?
Why do I feel like I should please you by not putting up a fight?
Why do I care about you even though you hurt me?
Why do I turn my head from what's plain reality?
Why do I try to hide from what is true?
Why do I still have these feelings for you?
YYY
RANDOM MADNESS
11:59 AM
He's a LIAR
YYY
RANDOM MADNESS
11:44 AM
Thursday, November 02, 2006
Mc from work today...im sicked! muhahaha... no kidding! im sicked of that corrupted line! Got Syahmi to accompany me to see the doctor as the boyfriend had to rush to work...2 days of mc... guess tomorrow im going to work for Mom, get my pay n off to do some shopping with the boyfriend tomorrow.. where? im not sure yet... haha!
YYY
RANDOM MADNESS
6:49 PM