Thursday, January 25, 2007
Thank God, she wasnt here at this very moment ok... Or else i will definitely throw all this blarddy documents straight to her face...! Fancy leaving all these shits to me without informing or updating me all the details and just went on leave...! Now tell me what am i suppose to do? Ive set all the formats and all and told her not to change anything so we can atleast share the tasks... Stoopid fellow, just stepped into this department, now shes acting like a big shot just like her size... I dont care... For all i know, im not going to settle all this shits for her just because (unfortunately) shes a cousin of mine.... And for sure, before i leave this place, im going to leave all kinds of shits JUST FOR HER ok! Though im just few months old in this pathetic company, ATLEAST, i know more than she does ok...Tell her, TRY ME ok!
And now, this heart of mine keep on giving me problems... Its tough ok... REAL TOUGH...All those stress, the irregular heartbeat and all, is simply killing me day by day... Stooopid doctors cause they cant even identify that sickening illness that ive been suffering... Wait till im dead, after the postmortem, only then can tell the cause of my death...! Even that, they are unable to tell me cause for goodness sake, im already DEAD....! Can i dig their heads for their brains and feed the rats?? Stooooooooopid them..!
Why life hasnt be fair to me eh? Anybody have the answers for it? For the matters of love, health and whatever shits, i will always be at the losing end...! eeargh!
Apart from my beloved ones, can i choose to end my life now than to suffer these unwanted pains? Please....